Jamie Arora

NEVER MIND 21 AUGUST BABY! Thank God that I still might barely pull through despite my evidence being delayed.

Turns out the letter I was waiting for was effectively nonexistent. I had to send a picture of my Birth Certificate first to be verified and now I'm worried that I'm now too late to get my tuition and maintenance grant so guess who is stressing out for the next month and a half.

There's always more work to do, sometimes it feels like I can't breathe. I try to do tasks but I can't get into it, not sure if I'm lazy or if I have a short attention span for important tasks, could be both.

Managed to push another chapter through. Sorry it took so long. I've stated that I've been struggling to find the time in the previous message but I'm getting there.

Still working on the next chapter. I'm hard at work in College and prepping for University. I've got competition stuff to do so I'm a bit busy practicing with that as well. It becomes hard to find time for the things that I want to do like writing, playing games, going outside etc.
          
          Not sure when I'll be able to complete this story but I'll get there someday. I'd rather put in short dedicated efforts than a giant burst of energy that'll put me off of this entirely.

Hey Jamie, you know the thing you described as a rattler snake shaker. JUST CALL IT A MARACA YOU STUPID BITCH, IT'S BEEN THREE MONTHS AND YOU NEVER REALISED. AHHHHHH.

I've never been in a relationship, that's also considering the fact that I don't really see the point. Sometimes I think that the relationships are too overly romantic so I want to make sure that it's taken more seriously.
          
          Sunny and Aubrey's blossoming romance starts with the care they have for each other. They're only 12 though meaning it is taken with a grain of salt and treated a bit more platonically.
          
          Hero and Mari is a different story since they are in a relationship. Even then, when you're in a relationship you do still act mainly the same towards the person but do have feelings of love and admiration. Some people are touchy feely while others can still remain distant at times. The love is still there, even if it isn't obvious.

Pretty sure The Park is the longest chapter I've written so far. It's hard for me to write a slice of life and I made sure to take one of the moments as seriously as possible and provide some levity at the end. All while the recital remained at the back of Sunny's mind, something that is still eating away at him.

My mind keeps going back to stuff that happened years ago, none of that stuff matters anymore but it's really nostalgic. At the same time though it's really sad.

It took some time but I'm feeling better. Just got a chapter done and published. Not sure if I can still keep up with a chapter a week but as long as I slowly chip away at something then I think I can get this all finished in the end. The base goal for me right now is to get to the recital, the story doesn't end there but for me it acts as a massive checkpoint.