Hey guys! I got a bunch of stuff to say so here goes:
1) Happy Halloween! I was supposed to write a Halloween special for you guys but...
2) Wonho decided to leave Monsta X. (Yes it is real, yes I was in shock, yes you can google it if you don't believe me, I did that too with my the people who told me on Instagram. Or check Twitter for more news if you want)
3) And so I've spend the entire day (that was supposed to be for writing both my essay and the Halloween special) on Twitter, helping to trend hashtags and signing petitions to get my baby boy back into Monsta X (where he belongs, imho).
4) So... I apologise. But, I also feel that losing Wonho- in particular, me dwelling on losing him- would cause me to spiral, which I'm trying to avoid. And to avoid feeling the helplessness which would cause me to spiral, I decided to pour all my emotions into social media petitioning
5) Also, Monsta X wouldn't be the same without him, and everyone would feel his loss and it'd be too much for us to handle, and then people would leave the fandom and I'll get even sadder again, which -as mentioned above- I'm trying to avoid.
6) Not to mention, I used to run to Monsta X whenever other fandoms had drama or things got too much, so of course I'm gonna fight to stop one of my biggest sources of happiness from getting destroyed (namely, Monsta X, because let's be real, the rest of the members won't want to continue without him and will eventually decide to leave as well/ disband which would be even worse).
7) So yeah, now that I've done as much as I can and have exhausted myself emotionally in the process, I'll finally get down to writing that Halloween special before working on my essay (clearly my priorities need to be reordered, but shhh, let me live my life dangerously okay)
And that's the end, hopefully everyone else had a brilliant Halloween, and I shall actually update very soon (probably after the 4th bc my essay is due then)
