N.M.Glem

I don't know why it's so difficult for me to sit down and actually write...I hate the fact that writers block has been affecting me since 2016. I haven't been able to work on anything, only start and never even get halfway through. Does anyone have any tips on how to actually continue writing with no motivation? I don't want to lose something that I love doing due to lack of willingness or motivation.

As a person with separation anxiety and abandonment issues, I don’t normally allow myself to get attached to people too easily. When I do latch on, going for a certain amount of time (the length depends on how attached I am to the person,) gives me really bad anxiety and I don’t know how to deal with. It could be 24 hours, a week, a month, the time frame just depends. This kind of attack makes it hard for me to breathe, I cry on and off, and I lash out at others. It’s hard dealing with it, because I don’t want to appear weak or clingy or anything that could annoy a person that I love. And I certainly don’t want people to realize how much power they actually have over me. 
          
          I just want any and all of you to know that I’m here for you, and my inbox is open if you need to vent. Everyone needs someone to talk to. 

Just gonna yeet myself. Get rid of the whole person, ya know?

I hate the way I am. 

thank you so much for voting! i wrote 2 other "poetry" books if you'd like to check those out! i'm reading your Poetry book and it's so good!