it's camren yo

Guys I'm ngl I am cooking up a storm with this new fic I am currently working on and I am so excited to share it in the coming months! 
          
          I feel like I'm writing with a breeze because of no pressure on me feeling like I need to update. The past week I have written a prologue and will be finishing the fourth chapter this evening at some point, kind of just going with the flow and letting things come naturally.
          
          I think it's time for me to jump down the never-ending rabbit hole of watching old camren and ot5 vids... AGAIN LMAO
          
          I really do miss updating already though honestly and a small part of me is tugging to just release the story now tbh but I know it's best to at least give myself some time before I begin posting again as I plan to drop the prologue and first three chapters at once so anyone who decides to read has a few parts to read instead of just one. 
          
          All I'm gonna say is...
          
          Dark | Erotica | Stripping | Deceit | Enemies-to-lovers.
          
          I'm also taking the time to force myself to read a bit more as I have been focusing on purely writing for the past year near enough. 
          
          Guys I am gonna try to start reading lj10 for the first time and I am NOT ready, cc7 fucking broke me so I hope this one will leave be not feeling depressed asf lol 
          
          God I miss the old camren and wattpad days, it really was peak and it makes me hella sad how dead this site has become but maybe during the summer more people will be active since we'll all have more time! 
          
          I will be checking in with at least one or two announcements a week even though no one reads these things lmao 
          
          Also, peep the new banner and icon I made earlier. The banner looks fire on desktop cause you can acc see the entire thing but yeah thought I would change things up gearing up for this new story.
          
          -Rain.

Final chapter and Epilogue are up! BA 31st is now officially complete after six months of hard work, dedication, all nighters, all of my energy... it's time for me to say goodbye to the girls in this particular story. 
          
          I feel so proud of myself and so fucking happy that there's been people following this journey, thank you all so so much! 
          
          Thank you to all the silent readers, thank you to those of you which voted/commented etc... you all are truly amazing. 
          
          I feel accomplished but a little empty, since the new year especially I have given my absolute all to this story so now it's done I feel like I don't know what to do with myself tbh lol 
          
          BUT
          
          I have began starting to map out my next camren story, it's gonna be dark romance which is something I have never written before so I am so excited to share it with you all when it releases! 
          
          My plans going forward are to take a break from publishing anything else until I have a major backlog of chapters built up so I don't gotta worry about the constant pressure of needing to update. Just know I am still writing camren and writing but I won't be active on here much for a little while apart from reading a bit more. 
          
          I cannot wait to get started on my new projects but it hurts to say goodbye to this story, this means so much to me I can't even put it into words honestly. It really hurts to let go but nonetheless I am really happy with how the story panned out and now it's time to rest and take the time to reset. 
          
          I will be back publishing it mid Spring at the earliest or at the latest early Summer time. 
          
          So, Spring/Summer time I will be back with a new camren story!
          
          Thank you all once more, it was an honour to have people read my story and I hope you have all enjoyed. 
          
          I will still be logged in and checking in but it's time to get stuck into my new project and pick up reading again. 
          
          Much love to you all and stay safe! 
          
          -Rain ❤

@TheIrishRain Understand that whole heartedly! I am never good about giving myself credit  or things like that. It is hard for sure! But yes, definitely you should be so so proud! 
          
          Of course my love♡ Always here to support you in any way! 
          
          ♡Dani

ngl I aint a lauren girly or stan but ego fucking slaps, defo think i like her music the second best after camila's

11k reads? WTF?!
          
          The growth the past month or so has been insane! I surpassed my overall goal I set which was 10k and I thought it would take literal years but honestly? I never thought it would hit anything close to it. 
          
          Genuinely taken back by how well the story has been doing and I appreciate every single person who has stuck with me and gave the book a chance. 
          
          Thank you for helping me fulfil my goal and here's to the greatest love story that's never been told.  
          
          Much love guys, thank you all ♡

Little update and yap session. 
          
          So as of me writing this I will be making a start on chapter 38 today, yes I have two chapters currently backlogged but I did put out two updates only a day or so apart so I'm using this time to keep pushing with the momentum of finishing writing this story by the end of the month. 
          
          I'm really looking forward to the summer time and coming back with such a different set of fics, this app has been kind of dead the past few months but I think it's cause new year means a lot of chaos for us all so we're all just trying to get by and on with things, summer is just around the corner and I will be taking the entirety of Spring to work on my other fics behind the scenes. 
          
          I had a little spell of intense burnout last week because I was sick asf for a week then had to fix my sleep pattern but the past few days I have felt far more refreshed and motivated because I am nearing the scene I have been wanting to write since I started this story. 
          
          As of right now I'm trying to get at least two chapters written a week, there's gonna be around 40-42 chapters overall then a bonus epilogue. I am having a blast writing these ending chapters, I think I am flying through them because I am so beyond excited to write the last chapter and epilogue. 
          
          I haven't been active on here much lately because I'm just pouring myself into writing atm but I plan to get more into reading when I take some time off from posting anything during the Spring time. 
          
          Hope everyone is staying safe and getting by. 
          
          I know no one reads these things or replies but I still like to pop in with random updates and yap sessions every so often lmao 
          
          -Rain.

omg lauren and camila are in the same concert rn!!! idk if they saw each other but i hope we get crumbs lol

No one reads these things but I still like to provide updates, 
          
          There is around ten or less chapters left of BA31st so the story is nearing the end which makes me hella sad but I'm at the final push for getting these chapters out. I'm assuming that I will have the story completed by early March at the latest, though I am thinking it might be completed sometime in February.
          
          There will be slight delay between the last chapters because I want to take the time I need to make each chapter as best as it can be, the story is in it's last arc now so I wanna make sure things flow cohesively. 
          
          I will be announcing what my plans are for writing once the book is over and just overall going forward with my camren journey. 
          
          No more set days for updates, updates will drop once/twice a week and I'm hella sad about BA ending but also excited to officially complete my first work in nearly ten years. 
          
          Hope you're all staying safe out there, the world truly is crazy right now. Look after yourselves and spread love ❤

Okay we're all camren shippers here but I wanna know if people actually believe camren was real at some point? 
          
          I'm gonna hella condense my answer or else I will not stop ranting on lmao 
          
          I think camren was real, to what capacity? I do not know. But, I do think there was more than friendship between the two of them, no matter what anyone says I feel that deep in my heart they shared a connection beyond friendship. 
          
          I do also believe that is why Lauren took it harder when Camila left at the time but that is like only a tiny reason she reacted the way she did because of course a lot went on that we will never know about, like how Camila actually went about leaving etc...
          
          No hate or disrespect at all to anyone but I don't know how people think the girls are still lowkey together, I don't even think they are friends or speak at all which sucks but such is life, guess that is why writing my story helps me keep the ship alive in my heart and memories. 
          
          Again no disrespect to anyone, I'm all for people having their own thoughts and opinions so long as we all share them respectfully.

Dont mind me.just peeping in to see how everything is going lol can't wait for the next chapter!