Okay. I just got a horrible idea that I think I'm crying about.
So we all know about how Crowley had this soft spot for kids... but why?
While I was doing some drawing earlier today I got this random idea that popped into my head.
We find ourselves in heaven before Crowley falls. He is an angel that is known to switch between presenting male or female. However, lately, he's been presenting female. This is for one main reason, God has granted Crawly the gift to bear a child. Now we have already had some of the first angels fall and when Crawly finds out about Lucifer's fall, she becomes worried. That was the group that she had been hanging around with for a while. Rumors begin to go around Heaven that Crawly will be in the next group of angels to fall, and sadly the rumors turn out to be true.
When Crawly finally falls, everything feels different. But there is one thing in particular, one thing that is missing. The child she was to give birth to is no more.
And before humanity is even created, Crawly has accidentally just made their evilest creation;
the feeling a mother feels when she loses a child.