As I have begun interacting with users again, I am leaving this note to let you all know, I have in fact been on Wattpad since 2016, I have recently abandoned my account which I had 400 or so followers on, and a few poem books.
Unfortunately due to mental health, I have attempted to "Let go" of things which I have an anxious attachment to.. Things that were a big part of all the dreams I was forced to neglect until I know longer knew how to love them again. Staying would ruin the memories with grief. I chose to restart here. I still write poetry, but I'm unsure if I will ever write stories again, due to the unhealthy attachment I have towards them.
I will not ping my old account, just as I did not ping this account there, but I do want you all to know, this is a new account, but not a new wattpader :)