Hello everyone, yes I know I have been gone for probably two or three years at this point. I would to apologize for that. Things haven't been too good during these recent years. Which lead me to not function correctly, meaning I shut myself down more and isolated more than I usually did.
In the past almost a year, I have been going to a TR program (Therapeutic Rehab). It was added on after maybe going on to two years of therapy. They just opened their TR program last year, I was there when it first started. In the past few weeks I have actually started to improve which I'm shocked myself cause I honestly didn't think it was working until a few weeks ago.
To be honest with anyone who is reading this, everytime I get on here, which is every morning when I wake up. I always wanted to continue writing but it keeps something keeps stopping me from doing so. I just can't figure out what. It's bugging me cause I still yet to finish request nor have I been doing what said I would do like redoing my older books. And it hurts me not knowing why I can't do these things that is suppose to be simple and easy.
But I do know this, I have been to do different stories. Stories that I don't how to start or what to call them. I've been coming up with projects I'd like to work on that doesn't involve reading. Projects that I want to do so desperately want to be made a reality. Still have same problems just add on a few things. I mean I have most of the equipment just not having main programs for the things I want to do.
I'm sorry that this was long to read and it doesn't explain some reasons for me being gone. If you want to, you don't have to if you don't want to. You can asked me questions and I'll try and answer them the best I can.
See ya when I can,
TheLegendaryIceNinja