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You know what's pathetic? When you're almost cracking under stress, just hoping you did good enough and hoping your best satisfies those who look for your faults. And you decide to take a break. But then one of those people says something along the lines of "well don't you think you should work harder now?" 
          	And, of course, it's a joke. But it's just too much to handle. So you shatter, loudly.
          	And then they say they thought you were stronger than that. They thought you weren't that weak. And it makes you feel like shit.
          	I'm pathetic.