@TheMadPoetGold This poem really really worries me. If you need to talk something out, please tell me and I can give you a burner email. I want to let you know that I am always here if you need some encouragement and love. I know that apologizing probably will not make you feel better, but I am so sorry you have been feeling this way. I wish I had understood sooner how bad it was. If talking to me will make you more anxious, that's okay too. Please just let me know sometime, when you're ready, how you are doing. Much love XOXO