TheManuchrome

Appologises for this Personal Rant but I had to get it out somewhere.
          	
          	When I see people my age dating, laughing, and being happy in relationships, it stirs up all these feelings of inadequacy and doubt. 
          	
          	I can't help but wonder, WHY NOT ME?
          	Why don't I deserve that kind of love?
          	Is it because I'm not good enough?
          	Not pretty enough?
          	Not interesting enough? 
          	
          	The voices in my head are screaming that, it's because I'm ugly, or my personality is just not likable. 
          	
          	Maybe I'm the problem. 
          	Maybe I'm just not worthy of love.
          	
          	It's like I'm stuck in this never-ending loop of self-doubt, and it's suffocating me. 
          	
          	I feel like I'm invisible, like nobody sees me, and nobody cares. 
          	
          	It's isolating to grow up thinking and knowing that nobody around me likes me, that nobody has ever had a crush on me. 
          	
          	It's like I'm stuck in this emotional limbo, and I don't know how to escape.
          	
          	When someone gives me a compliment, my first thought is that they're just being nice, or they're making fun of me. 
          	
          	It's like I have this permanent filter on, and I can't take anything at face value.
          	
          	I just wish I could break free from these feelings, you know?

pranavitummarakoti

@TheManuchrome glad I could be of some help and could add some value in your life :)
          	  And ik how it feels not to receive a reply, esp here on wattpad
          	  Im always all ears cause empathy comes from deep rooted pain
          	  All of us are fighting silent battles.
          	  *hugs*
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TheManuchrome

@pranavitummarakoti @ishwari0908 Thanks to both of you. I actually didn't expect a reply tbh. But still you guys took time to reply means a lot. And I'll definitely try practicing Mindfulness. Also You're right that I need to focus on my education and career. Once again thank you so much your words really did make me feel better <33
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pranavitummarakoti

(Perosnality,education, getting a job )we should only date someone when we are finanically stable and emotional mature .that's why we can identify and escape from toxic people.
          	  So pls baby girl, never feel bad that you are not dating anyone.
          	  As I told you, the universe is protecting you.
          	  So please try to be happy 
          	  Sending lots of love ❤❤❤❤
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TheManuchrome

Appologises for this Personal Rant but I had to get it out somewhere.
          
          When I see people my age dating, laughing, and being happy in relationships, it stirs up all these feelings of inadequacy and doubt. 
          
          I can't help but wonder, WHY NOT ME?
          Why don't I deserve that kind of love?
          Is it because I'm not good enough?
          Not pretty enough?
          Not interesting enough? 
          
          The voices in my head are screaming that, it's because I'm ugly, or my personality is just not likable. 
          
          Maybe I'm the problem. 
          Maybe I'm just not worthy of love.
          
          It's like I'm stuck in this never-ending loop of self-doubt, and it's suffocating me. 
          
          I feel like I'm invisible, like nobody sees me, and nobody cares. 
          
          It's isolating to grow up thinking and knowing that nobody around me likes me, that nobody has ever had a crush on me. 
          
          It's like I'm stuck in this emotional limbo, and I don't know how to escape.
          
          When someone gives me a compliment, my first thought is that they're just being nice, or they're making fun of me. 
          
          It's like I have this permanent filter on, and I can't take anything at face value.
          
          I just wish I could break free from these feelings, you know?

pranavitummarakoti

@TheManuchrome glad I could be of some help and could add some value in your life :)
            And ik how it feels not to receive a reply, esp here on wattpad
            Im always all ears cause empathy comes from deep rooted pain
            All of us are fighting silent battles.
            *hugs*
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TheManuchrome

@pranavitummarakoti @ishwari0908 Thanks to both of you. I actually didn't expect a reply tbh. But still you guys took time to reply means a lot. And I'll definitely try practicing Mindfulness. Also You're right that I need to focus on my education and career. Once again thank you so much your words really did make me feel better <33
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pranavitummarakoti

(Perosnality,education, getting a job )we should only date someone when we are finanically stable and emotional mature .that's why we can identify and escape from toxic people.
            So pls baby girl, never feel bad that you are not dating anyone.
            As I told you, the universe is protecting you.
            So please try to be happy 
            Sending lots of love ❤❤❤❤
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NishaPsons

Hi Shriya!!

NishaPsons

@TheManuchrome sure
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TheManuchrome

@NishaPsons Yaa! I can understand. Even, I don't share my feelings or mood with people I know. I just write down in my journal. 
            But if you want to share anything about your day, feelings or mood, you can share it with me.
            I'll listen cuz at the end of the day we all need someone who can listen.
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NishaPsons

no it would be like marketing if I told you read my words. We can be friends. Sometimes I feel like I can go to random people and tell them what my real mood is instead of trying to explain to the people who I see every day, you know
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TheManuchrome

100 followers? 
          
          Damn. 
          
          We are now a family of 100 members, folks. 
          
          (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

TheManuchrome

@pranavitummarakoti @camilaxhanley TQ (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)
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pranavitummarakoti

@TheManuchrome aww congratulations!!!
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camilaxhanley

@TheManuchrome congrats❤️❤️
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thesparkwithin

I just opened Wattpad to find 70 notifications (I thought it was a glitch) I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR UR COMMENTS I WILL REPLY OKAY!! THIS IS THE BEST CHRISTMAS GIFT OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH!

TheManuchrome

@thesparkwithin You are welcome. 
            Btw the book was great. I enjoyed reading it. 
            (⁠ ⁠´⁠◡⁠‿⁠ゝ⁠◡⁠`⁠)
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TheManuchrome

Enemies To Lovers Part is Out 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/403916816?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=TheManuchrome

TheManuchrome

@apoeticversee I saw the reel. I'm surely making a part of that as well. Maybe tomorrow.
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apoeticversee

this reminded me of you.
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apoeticversee

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DLSXqR4NU1E/?igsh=MnY0amN4aXdrdm10
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nothing_much_2323

Hlw dii....hope you remember me. Sorry for not being able to continue reading your new book. As I am in college now, the sudden assignments, mid terms, the freaking 'tests' have made my life a complete hell. But as I am a sincere reader of yours, I will not leave your book. I will continue reading it after I get a break, time to breathe freely. 
          
          Hope we'll meet in the comment section.
          
          Your cutie reader!

TheManuchrome

@nothing_much_2323 Hiii dear.
            I remember you.
            I can understand. 
            College can be hectic sometimes (most of the time).
            Take your time and read the book in peace.
            I'll be waiting for your comments.
            (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)
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