A mishap in the making

I had a dream about the Grammy's last night which is crazy BC I don't watch the Grammy's. Anyways, all of the artists were sat close by the stage, but three singers, beyoncé, Madonna and another that I can't remember, were sat far behind in the darkness of the audience with no one sat near them. Madonna made a comment about how they were the black sheep of the industry, and Beyoncè went 'mhm'. Well, the third artist was like 'no, me and Madonna are the black sheep, Beyoncè supports a raging sex offender'. Beyoncè was like 'you're just jealous, bitch'. Anyways, they continued talking about how they were the outcasts, the misfits, untill the announcer guy was like 'And the Grammy goes to Beyoncè' and she stood up, Madonna saying 'traitor'. While leaving, Beyoncè said 'I guess I still got some fight left in me. See you later, hoes' and she strode to the front of the stage, gave a big speech and then was shocked when no one clapped for her. Madonna yelled "Hah, bitch! No one cares for your senile ass!" And Beyoncè said 'Likewise, whore'. It was crazy.

I'm really struggling at the moment. Not that anyone asked, but my school is pressuring us to apply for collages before Christmas to get the best shot at being accepted, but I have no idea what I want to do. What I do know is that I have no passion for life, and with no knowledge of the driving factor that fules me, how could I possibly think to be preparing for a future that I'm not even sure I want?

for the first time since 2016, when Halloween was cancelled BC of the killer clowns, I will actually be celebrating Halloween. Iv spent an ungodly amount on my costume already, I'm SOOOO excited 

Summer has officially begun, and for some odd reason, I got an award for Pe??? I'm the most unathletic person I know, my excuse for not doing sports day was that I'm mentally incapable of doing physical sports. 

After Donald trump was shot in the ear during an assassination attempt, his supporters chanted 'USA, USA!'
          
          Only in America.

I'm convinced that shame is an emotion that women learned from men, and that men learn from their mothers. It would explain why certain guys are really fucking persistent when trying to hit on a girl who clearly has no interest- because they have no shame. It's why girls feel uncomfortable when a skirt is just a little too short- because that makes us a 'slut' and that's shameful. It's why men who are raised by their mothers are *typically* respectful, in general and of boundaries.

After a recent change in taste of music, self discovery and whatnot, I'm trying to expand my musical horizons, starting with Taylor Swift. To the die hard Swifties out there, what songs did you fall in love with? I know I enjoy Taylor Swift but I've never consciously listened to her music, and I have no idea where to start. Thanks :))

Can we take a single moment to discuss how bread no longer fits in the toaster? Though it's annoying, the real question is: is bread getting bigger or is the slots in toasters getting smaller??

fuck Spotify man, I was trying to sleep with music on and then literally 4 seconds before my songs finished, it would skip to the next one. It doesn't sound so annoying, not until I realise that I'm a cheapskate and I refuse to pay for anything I can have for free (besides a few features) so now, I'm listening to a song that I wore out months ago and I can't even fucking skip it. #FUCKSPOTIFY

Cannot believe that I missed the Lana del Rey Roblox concert on Friday