As a girl, the 'i can fix him!' struggle is real. The boy I have a crush on is a complete dick, and today he was holding the door closed so a kid couldn't get through. He knew that this kid is autistic, and laughed when he got angry, which gave me the biggest ick ever. But then, he called me a lady and opened the door for me, saying "ladies first", completely ignoring the teacher who was telling him off. I went from disliking him to blushing like a fool, and it was horrible.