Phoenix/Melog

hello, I was wondering if you could check out and vote for my books? I barely have any views and votes and I've been on this app for around a month now. If you have time can you check them out or only 1 of them, and give me any suggestions if you have any. I'm a beginner writer and still in middle school, so I don't have much experience.

What three days of having a project that I want to work on but don't have time does to me: I nearly started crying when my mom said I had to use my own money to buy candy from the dollar tree after I told her that I couldn't spend like $4 on dinner and that I'd just starve (I wanted her to bring food home because I was too busy to cook). She called me and told me she was getting candy from the dollar tree and asked if I wanted some and then said I'd have to pay (before I'd responded) and didn't seem to understand that if I couldn't buy myself dinner I couldn't buy myself candy. And then when I got off the phone I was on the verge of tears. (And no, it's not because I was hungry, I've just had no time to work on my fursuit and I was so excited to get started and then I end up spending hours every day doing things that benefit others but not me)

Guys I made the best video ever on my YouTube channel (@TheFinalDJ_Coral on YouTube if you don't trust links on April 1st, it's the most recent video) 
          
          It's quite possibly the best I've ever made. And I've made some cool stuff. 
          
          While you're there subscribe to my channel so I can start earning money (I need 500 subs to go with my 3,000 watch hours or can't make any money and I'm BROKE (or at least I will be when I'm done buying fabric))
          
          https://youtu.be/h4YvpQ2LfJU?si-VawijM2Ut5jmf7rmy

When you know making a fursuit in your house is very risky but you've been holding yourself back for years and so you're being extremely vague when you ask for everything you need-
          
          My mom would KILL me but that's just because she believes that all furries are pedophiles and zoophiles and use litter boxes and like... Tf?

The next time my fucking mother calls me on a day I don't have school and makes me get up before 10 and WAKES ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF A DREAM I might literally stab her.

How does someone reach an age where they're old enough to want to be on Wattpad and NOT know what a slug is? Like are there countries that don't have slugs at all?

TW: mentions of sh
          
          That moment when you realize that, because your veins in your arms are closer to the surface than most people's, if you'd ever decide you wanted to cut on your wrists instead of your shoulder and upper arm, you'd probably be dead- honestly I was just scared that the pain would be too much for me and I wouldn't be able to finish and then my parents would know, or that it would be too obvious there. 
          I terrified myself at midnight in the shower last night thinking about it-
          
          
          
          
          Also at like 11 last night:
          Me: I'm bored.
          My brain: you know what would be fun?
          Me: shut up.
          My brain: wouldn't it be fun if you relapsed, like just for funzies?
          Me: nope, shut up.
          
          
          
          
          Don't worry guys I'm actually completely fine, I didn't even actually consider cutting again- my brain just decided to be silly goofy and suggest it for literally no reason. I actually had a good night last night (aside from not sleeping well), I played Splatoon and then did my favorite pastime: helping someone plot revenge. My brain was just being a dickhead while I was showering.

I'm trying to decide if I've got the energy to read a fanfic today or not.

How does one become a confident, hot human whom the entire population simps for? Asking for a friend and totally not me because it's not like all my friends are hot and have people falling head over heels for them. *slightly broken laughter* It's not like even when I behave exactly like characters everyone simps for I'm still an outcast! *tilts head to the side, neck cracks loudly, chuckles* So, who wants to tell me how to become hot? We can do this the easy way, or we can do this the hard way. *brandishes an object that is clearly not a weapon but it's still threatening the way I'm holding it*

This is the LAST TIME I read a fanfic without it being completed or making sure the author is still updating. I just got to the end of ANOTHER book that hasn't been updated in 4 years.