TheOfficialMelogNew
That moment when you realize yesterday was actually your 5 years clean from c*tting mark and you completely forgot-
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idk how i feel about the profile makeover
TheOfficialMelogNew
Hey everyone, sorry I kinda disappeared and left stories unupdated and stuff. I was busy with finals and then I was busy with remodeling the kitchen and then my cat died in my arms and now I'm about to move out so it's been a crazy 8 ish months. If anyone has played Tokyo Debunker, I just posted a new story! It's very good and very sad.
MintyConclusion86
@TheOfficialMelogNew You'll be a changed person. The healing is gonna be the hardest, but thats okay. You have people in your corner
TheOfficialMelogNew
@MintyConclusion86 yeah, at the very least I won't be scared of what my parents might do to me every time they call me. I'm hoping I'll stop having panic attacks when there's not people screaming at me and threatening me every day-
MintyConclusion86
@TheOfficialMelogNew I understand. It's been a little over a year or so for my cat.. my baby.. but it doesn't feel like that at all. So I get it. And moving out is the start of a new chapter, new life. And if it makes you safe, I think thats a great thing
TheOfficialMelogNew
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When you're depressed and wanna read good depressed characters but APPARENTLY no one's written a fanfic where characters from Apothecary Diaries are depressed or if they have then Wattpad is TOO FUCKING STUPID TO FIND IT FOR ME.
Anygays, it's been a while, depression's a bitch and so is college and if I ever see the reaper I'ma kill him so he's double dead.
Nova_0719
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@TheOfficialMelogNew HAHA Depression as always. If I see the reaper don't worry I'll send him your way. God I'm fucking tired. Anyways how ya doing.
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Hello again
SexyandSarcastic
Ay, i didnt know you got a new account. I thought you left WP.
(Yes i read your bio. Ive been following your og account with my og account for like. 5 yrs or smth like that. I found you again on my friend's mb)
SexyandSarcastic
@TheOfficialMelogNew oh yeah lol. First i was Chaos_Wife then i was Camilos_Amor now im this. =D (i lowkey forgot i changed my name) Oof. T-T i feel that. I had to deal with that 3 times
TheOfficialMelogNew
@SexyandSarcastic hiii You're gonna have to remind me who you are/who I would have known you as like 4 years ago, I knew a lot of people and pretty much everyone's changed their names and stuff since I had my other account lol Yeah, my mom found out I was on discord and took all of my Internet access away and it was so long that I forgot my passwords so I had to make a new account.
Raine1317
Hello. I do not know you but I see we have many common show interests and yes I read your profile. I will not mind in the slightest if you block me, as I understand the reasoning behind it. Good day/night, best wishes, Raine
Nova_0719
How you doing?
Nova_0719
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@TheOfficialMelogNew I’ve been busy with school as well. I haven’t been on here myself. Just idk depressive episodes and shit so for my sake of mind I had to ask. But that’s good to hear
TheOfficialMelogNew
@Nova_0719 yeah we're friends, I've just been busy with school and stuff so I haven't been on here in a month lol
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@TheOfficialMelogNew Honestly… because I still care to ask and I feel as if that if I don’t ask then I’m a shit friend. Are we still friends? Honestly? Like I’d like the answer to be yes but… I don’t want to be rude. So it is a truthful question. Are we still friends? Or am I just hoping to get to talk to a person I care about again at some point who doesn’t want to talk to me? (Note: I do still want to be friends. I just want to know if you feel that way to?)
TheOfficialMelogNew
I got the Wattpad app and after having gotten on Wattpad over 6 years ago for the first time and only ever using the website THIS IS WEIRD AND I DON'T LIKE IT
TheOfficialMelogNew
I still remember, the 3rd of December
Guys WTF IS WRONG WITH WATTPAD, what have we become, in the past I'd have a dozen of these notifications by noon and I don't have a single one and it's already almost 8 pm.