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Haha I just had a really bad panic attack because my partner got grounded and we WERE gonna go to an art thing and hang out but nooooo her mom just haddd to ground her and I don't even know WHY because her mom takes away her phone. Mind you we have been planning this for over a week and I was super excited something I rarely am when it comes to social gathering but I was really excited because it was gonna be two of my favorite things My partner and art but now I can't go because I don't have the most important thing so yay.
But yeah moral of the story I can't get my hopes up ever again because sometimes bad with always happen. Mind you this is not the first hang out we're had to cancel because she got grounded. 7 times out of 10 our planed hang outs don't happen and tbh it's not great for my mental and physical health. I'm this close to just snapping, like not holding back my anger, or my swearing. And it's fucking tiring, I'm just done