TheOtakuProxy

Okay so I updated for the first time in forever. And I know what kind of writer I am. I lose and gain inspiration at random times. My ADHD fixates then leaves. It's quite troublesome. But I'm gonna be determined and finish "Am I dreaming" so I can move on! Thanks for following and dealing my ADHD brain 

Thanks for voting on my story! ❤️❤️❤️

I HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY CRUSHING HARD AND HAVE FUN WHILE READING IT!
          
          Always feel free to comment on anything! I love getting to hear from my readers!
          
          ~RIA~

Thank you for all the votes! ❤️

Anyone else bummed about the new update? Only three offline reads? That sucks. 
          
          :(

Alright, so I was reading this bnha fanfic at some point and the I've thing I remember is that the OC or someone could hear the previous one for all successors voices. I cannot remember the name of the fanfic!! If this sounds familiar, pls send help
          
          Okay bye
          
          Oh and I'm gonna update soon
          
          Bye love ya

I just like, did parkour into a trench to grab my dogs ball. I'm feeling great

Most nights I wake up,
          I stare at my alarm clock. 
          Time moves by quick
          Life is unforgiving
          My brain is a jumbled mess
          I feel possessed
          My home life is tender
          It's tough and unfortunate
          Help 
          
          That's all I can say

Hey yo. I'm heading back to school next week. I'm gonna get the next chapter out for" Am I Dreaming?" Soon. Hopefully my writing has improved and you all will enjoy it. I have a few books in the making. And I'm scared to post them. They probably won't get touched very often and judgment plays a big part in them... So like oof. Anyway, I got a hair cut. And totally wrecked my self esteem. So that's always good. 

My face hurts soooooo bad. Just got my wisdom teeth out. The surgeon said it was easy, only took 'em thirty minutes. The scary thing is, I don't remember passing out. I didn't feel anything, not even when I woke up, only the gauze in my mouth and the small taste of blood. My tongue had swelled up, and I could hardly talk. I can remember the smell of laughy gas. It's smelt like goggles. Like that rubbery packaged smell when you first open up a new pair. The butterfly needle they stuck in my arm was familiar from when as child I had my blood drawn, however now it's was for anesthesia. I didn't get a cute sticker tho. When the surgery was over, they woke me up, walked me into recovery and sat me in a blue comfy chair next to four others. They gave me a fluffy blanket. I had my earbuds in the whole time. So I listened to more music. They allowed me to have earuds for surgery. That was fucking cool. Anyways, it's the second day of my recovery, and I want to eat more protein than just jello and mashed potatoes. I can start more easier foods tomorrow. Like soups that may have soft chunks, noodles, stuff like that. I had slept fine back at home. But waking up to take my meds, hurt so bad. I hadn't felt any pain in my sleep. Only did I when I drank some water to wash down the meds. 
          
          I was so scared honestly. I thought something went wrong, but guys, I guess there is a god? I just wanna go swimming now. But like I can't. I even got this free summer pass. Of course the day they open the pools, I'm all doped up on pain killers. 
          
          Anyways that was my Monday. I can't fall back asleep due to the pain. I hope the meds kick in quickly. 
          
          At least I'll have chocolate pudding for break fast. However no straws, and I can barely open my mouth. Sad day(s).
          
          I'll try some jaw stretching later. Any advice?