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Im stressed. AM I TRANS? AM I SLIGHTLY MASCULINE AGENDER? IM SO CONFUSED AND JIST WANT TO UNDERSTAND MYSELF. I take back everything I said about "sometimes I wanna be a girl and sometimes I don't" N AH I NEVER WANNA BE A GIRL. She/Her pronouns hurt my stomach and make my flinch, it hurts. It's like im lying to everyone. No one knows. I hate being called she, her, I hate being called a young woman, and I hate being a girl. I keep thinking about asking my mom for a binder for my chest, since dysmorphia is a bitch. And then days i feel really masculine and feel like I want to be a guy and he/him pronouns, but then other days I just dont wanna. I just wanna be and go by they/them pronouns. I mean fuck if I was trans i already have what I would change my name To, and I have a androgynous name picked out. But I just don't know. I just wanna understand myself and not lie to those around me about being a "girl"