I feel so drained, like I really want to yap to my siblings or pretty much anyone and they would just get tired of me or tell me to shut up, saying that whenever I talk, I ruin the atmosphere.
For my sister, she just watches on her laptop or computer and would ignore me but would get tired of my chats.
Like at this point, I'm currently wondering why I even bother talking anymore, it feels pointless. (Sorry for the heavy vent, probably should've started off with that)