Hey guys I know I don’t have many followers that read this but today has been VERY shitty. It all started on Friday, I left home to stay with my grams and my moms mom was angry at me. She called me lazy and called me rude names. Later when I got home today she’s been making me do EVERYTHING. I’ve been miserable all day. She even gives me mean glares and everything. I had a panic attack in the bathroom today too, I was also clawing into my skin making deep marks, scratching my arms and legs leaving scars and even pulling my hair out…luckily kam texted me back right away when I told her what was happening and helped me through it. I love you kam. But I got through it and I’m feeling a little better and I can’t wait for school so I can be away from her. I hate being at home. Nobody notices how bad I hate it at home and I’m scared to tell people because I don’t want to get taken away or have my family hate me. I just don’t know what to do.