TheRealRezzy

i want change, but if something does then everything changes,and that's a thought i don't vibe with...its scary but necessary...
          i just want to get away from so much, just to soft reset everything. get away from work,life, family, just be somewhere else that's not here, i cant even go anywhere for a vacation at all. not even a mental one, nevermind a physical vacation...one of the few times my so called safe space that is my room feels like a little cell...
          all that ever seems to be done is wasting time ny doing both every and nothing,like there is no worth being gained despite any effort put in.

... I forgot what i was gonna say....like its 1:35 am rn (night shift for me unfortunately),i had something witty to say that i thought of while working but i forgot

how many organs do I have to sell to have even just one song made by Kajiura-sensei? god i wish i could have a character theme made by her....

ever had that one image in your head that you can see but at the same time cant really see ,yet you know what its supposed to be but cant quite place it down and it frustrates you so much that you wanna RKO a grizzly bear?
          
          yeah nah thats been my mind for fuck knows how long to make a scythe from combining 2 different weapons,one of said weapons is actually a matched pair and WHY CAN'T YOU GET OUT OF MY HEAD?!

Wattpad DMs gonna be gonzo, ngl that shit was clunky af so not that much of a loss

I crave violence and pretzels 

To this day i will never understand the whole "neglected and abused" trope that is apparently a staple in fanfics here. Like there are so many good stuff to write about...yet this is one of the tropes that was decided to be one of the most used...i mean it could be worse

tfw all the good shit here i read all the way back in highschool till 2021when i hyperfixated,now cant even concentrate or  get time to read

One of these days im gonna get a fucking MILF,or so help me I'll make one myself 

New account,who dis?