The deleted scene from Chapter 7 is published now, both here and on Insta. I don't know if it matters or not, but that little snippet was bothering me too much. I just had to get it out of the system. The thing is that I am trying to control the story too much and becoming a perfectionist/control freak/paranoid in that.
I just realised, that during everything, I stopped having fun in writing for a while. It started feeling like school work rather than a hobby I loved... Cause of course I am moody and lazy and still daydreams of doing great things. And for the fact nobody can write a perfect chapter in the first draft, it's next to impossible, and God if it weren't for the multiple edits, my story wouldn't even be readable.
I still remember the very first chapter I wrote, was happy for a second and then immediately cringed at how bad it was... Then unpublished it xD. And then many many months later I got the motivation to start it again. But it's a rocky journey.. and I can't predict anything.
All I can do is just try and try.
So, Hehe, Sorry for all the blabbering ':)
The added content will be at the bottom of the chapter (Abhimanyu's Pov).