TheRibbonInTheSky

I love you name

tHe RiBbOn iN ThE sKy

so
          i really just waited 3 hours for a 2 minute performance and least hoping for a montage like they did with others but no. the fucking sons of bitches did exactly what we we predicted and that was leaving them for last to gather views, then sent them home like they did them a favour to make them perform. and on top of all that, they really sent a pity message "we've heard your cries for diversity, it's okay for someone to be sad, we listen to music" fucking ostriches didnt hear shit. if yall listened to music, you'd have people who "don't match their oh so high understanding of music" snatching their shit left and right. there are so many amazing artists out there that deserve to be heard. and on top of all that again, the xenophobic roaches sent a BLACK man to be their messager like that could help their case in a way. fuckers really thought they did something. in the higher categories, no disrespect to the nominated artists, but apart from megan and beyonce (and anyone im missing), where were the people of colour? they could have been for different countries but they all appeared caucasian or white. there was this one category i forgot it but they were all white, again not trying to diminish any nominees. they better get it through their thick heads that putting 1 or 2 black artists every now and then doesnt count as diversity.  damn cantalopes be full of shit like crab backs.
          the fucking clownery.
          
          also my mother really likes post malone and thought he got snubbed as well
          bts slayed like theyve always done and a bunch of old white men arent going take that away from them

HEY HEY HEY-
          
          ITS BEEN A WHILE-
          
          HRU?

mooooooooooooo

my mother got me coconut cookies. im on the kitchen floor rewatching shadowhunters. i am content.

hoseok rapping "my big fat ass got all the boys hooked" with his whole chest>>>>>>>>>

i finally published my first chapter 
          
          yay

so
          my laptop isnt ever coming back on and thats where my drafts and ideas were
          so thats nice 
          wonderful even
          
          
          i might cry

not me having to post my first chapter two days ago but out here binge-watching shadowhunters