TheShadowThief

@BirthdayOreos  Thanks, I'll change that. o;

lottielovesyou

Hey Alex, once again I’m sorry I haven’t spoken to you in quite some time. I barely find time to get a chance to come on the computer so I haven’t been active on Wattpad in a couple of weeks but I’ll always make sure I reply to you, it just might take me a while. :)
          
          I’m glad the storms didn’t hit you and I’m glad school’s going well! Your apprenticeship sounds awesome, it’s great to have the opportunity to be doing something you enjoy and working with animals you love! How’s everything else with you been since we last spoke?
          
          I’m not doing too great if I’m honest. I’m getting by, but I’m not at my best. One of the cats I grew up with died last week so that’s set me back a couple of steps. My support worker came to my house Wednesday and now she’s going to come every week to take me out. I started new medication and then stopped it because I’m allergic – which is weird since I’ve never had an allergy before so that was an experience! – so at the moment I’m trying to find my footing. It’s not working out too well, I keep stumbling along the way. Just searching for my path in life again. I’m sure I’ll be okay, though. Thank you for being there through all these things. I’m sorry it’s taking me a while to reply but I promise I’ll always come back! 
          
          How was your Christmas, anyhow?! What kinda stuff did you get? Did you do anything special?
          
          Speak soon! Love you Alex (: <3

lottielovesyou

I've missed you too! I feel really bad that I haven't spoken to you in a while, I'm really sorry about that. I dropped out because it wasn't doing me any good, really. Sure, I made some good friends but in the long-term it just made me worse because I was stressing out about the work and meeting deadlines and exams and stuff. Plus with the agoraphobia I barely made it in anyway, I'm just constantly housebound and that frustrates me. Ah, if only you could beat them up! 
          I'm so sorry I worried you, I'm okay. I might drop off the grid for a little while, but I'm okay. If anything happened you'd know, okay? I'm just trying to get my head around everything, trying to sort myself out and my life (it's proving quite difficult, admittedly). 
          Oh that's amazing! I just looked up a black mouth cur (I don't know my dog breeds too well), they're gorgeous! I'm super happy for you! That's amazing to be offered an apprenticeship! When do you start?
          In terms of things bothering me, it's mostly just life in general. I'm being assigned an Occupational Therapist (they offer a range of things like organizing activites and stuff), so when she arrives she'd come round my house and take me out and help me conquer my fears (my agoraphobia is literally a fear of being attacked again, and it's got to the point where I'm literally housebound for weeks unless somebody comes with me). I'm taking the year out of college to focus on getting myself better, dealing with my anxieties and bipolar and everything else that comes with being Lottie! :D
          Anyway, enough of me! How's school going? How's everything?!
          I've missed you Alex, I'm sorry it takes me long to reply but I'll always come back! 
          Love you! <3
          
          P.s., I've given you one of my infamous rambles, sorry about that. Have fun reading my essay! It's longer than the ones I did for college :P <3

lottielovesyou

Hey, Alex!
          First of all, I want to say that I'm super sorry for being out of touch for so long. Life hasn't been treating me too golden these past few months, and I haven't found the time to come on Wattpad until now because of the stress. I've had to drop out of college, so hopefully now I can clear time to come on here and start writing again :)
          So, how have you been? How's school and everything going? Catch me up! :D
          Hope everything's okay, love you Alex! <3