hey~
i have been away for a long time, i know haha. but things had gotten very hectic and i was trying to catch up on them. now that i have aquired some time, i thought i should update on some things i have been thinking about for a while.
for some personal reasons and all, i have decided to unpublish 'in his name', now that the judging for onc has been done. i have been thinking long and hard about that book, and for many reasons, the top one being the tight deadline, i feel its lacking in a lot of aspects. and i'm not even kidding how upsetting the whole thing was, when i reread and it just didn't...land. but after pondering over it for a while now, i felt the best decision would be to just rewrite the whole thing, from the top, to the bottom. i have the skeleton now, after the first draft (one i published), and from their i can rebuild it and hopefully produce better results. so, yes, im going to sit and map out all the character studies i did, the plot structure, the plot holes, the logistics, the flow, the prose. just, everything.
the characters had quite grown on me, and not giving them a story that they deserve, has my heart breaking. so, after having a hugee debate with myself, i have atlast unpublished it. idk when i will be done with the rewrite, but this time i'm going to take my time with it. until i'm done with this, i won't be having any peace of mind, so till then i won't be working on any other work. with that, im going to be away from wattpad a while.
i think i need this break, because, in an excitement to get it over with, i'm really affecting the quality of my own work. from now on, i'm going to take my time with things.
that is it ig. well bye, and hope to meet you all when i'm in a better state of mind~