I’ve lost so many pets at this rate I don’t know what to do, honestly feel like I’m cursed.
2021: Childhood dog, Max, got put down at the age of 10 because he’d gained a bad behaviour for biting/growling (this happened for years it wasn’t sudden don’t worry)
2022: The kitten we got to help with the grief, his name was Douxie, got hit by a car on the road. They just drove off leaving him there! Thankfully another kind lady found him. He’s named Douxie from the Trollhunters franchise
2023: Literally a month ago my 7 year old cat, Ebony, got hit on the same road. What’s sad about hers is that she crawled off somewhere to lie down and die. She was in pain, probably in shock and apparently clipped by the car. The fact she was there dying whilst I was getting my hair done, depressed me everyday.
She was the last hope I had left, I thought after loosing the other two she would always be there because God wouldn’t be that cruel after all my FamILY and I aren’t the worst people you’ll find. We help the environment, care for others, all way too honest and put others before ourselves. Yet it feels like we are being punished…I just don’t know anymore. Thankfully we got a puppy now but my anxiety has become so much worse over the years and I panic daily. Even when she’s just in my room - the thought of her eating something she shouldn’t or chocking etc. I’m terrified.