@TheSillyDuck
if you come here and you read this, i will wait as long as it takes to be with you. I love you with all my heart and more and I believe in us. I will not ever give up on you and I hope with all my heart you let us fix things. It's always you and me. We're a team. It's always been you and me and I hope you let us try again. I love you so so much my love <3
Eeeee thank you all for 100 reads on my diaryyyyyy ^^ Let's go for 200 next >:D
Well I finally got rid of that Oktavia girl (if you read my book you'll know)
Well howdy everyone, been a while right? WELL I have a new book out, more letters to my love, which actually that's what it's called xD
I keep having dreams about Ben that are so bizarre... pleasant, but really bizarre. Also he's changed his Insta username for the millionth time xD
I've published a new book written with one of my friends!
Hey sorry I've been gone for a while. It got really really crazy and looooads of stuff went down and I am confused but I'm okay. If you're wondering what I'm talking about then there's a chapter in my diary I just published that explains what happened :)
@Fabulous_Fork It's okay, I am determined to be a better friend for him :) To be honest most of what I posted here (things he said) were true, it was only recently he felt I was getting too much and so I'm going to try and make things up to him :)
New update on my latest chapter!
DANGIT I LEFT TRURO COLLEGE JUST AS BEN ARRIVED AGHHHH
Urm guys Ben keeps asking suspicious questions and looking at things online that cost like £100-£200 and saying "this is how Im gonna prove my love" and "I cant get it now but in the future and ill take you out to a nice dinner or something" and Im like oki is he looking at engagement rings already xD
And he got me birthday and Christmas presents even though I tOlD hIm NoT tO hahaha but seriously i did tell him i dont need presents and hes gone and bought them anyway even though he cant give them to me haha