I may not know who this person is, but any loss of life saddening and even worse to the people who knew them personally. You have my condolences, please don’t let this news which seems to sadden you to a great extent stop you from doing things you like. Think about what this person if they meant anything to you would want you to do. I doubt they would want you to be sad over them. Instead rejoice that they get to live eternally in the kingdom of heaven. If you need someone to talk to I’m here. I’m not interesting, but if you just need to tell someone of you’re problems I’ll respond and give feedback if you want.