TheSleepyCat13

I'm...lost, right now...something...very, very unfortunate happened...yesterday...at 9 in the morning...oh god it was horrible... ...my dad, he... ...he's dead...not with us anymore...I myself am not sure what he had, but all I know is that he was sick for a lot of months...my mom called 911 and she tried to do CPR on him, only receiving dark colored fluid out of his mouth...she continued to do CPR for the next 15 minutes until help arrived...they did everything that they could, but... ...of course, there was nothing they could do...he's...d-dead...me and mom were so...sad, depressed, distraught...right now it's mostly sadness and depression that has us both consumed...my mom doesn't even know what to do- they- they never...discussed this before, her and dad...his only words were that he wanted to be cremated, and...that's all mom got from his dying wish...I have no more tears left to cry anymore at the moment...and...and I know at some times dad wasn't...the best...but deep down I knew he still loved me. He still cared for me. And every time I would always say to him that I loved him before going to school... ...he would say them back... ...but now he will never respond...even with all the bad things he has done to me, I can't help but feel guilt and sadness...wash over me... ...im sorry for ranting in the middle of this comment...I just wanted to let you know how I felt and what happened...sorry...

chibiluna

@TheSleepyCat13 Oh my, I’m so sorry for your loss of your Father, I know people in real life who have lost their loved ones, like my Elementary school teacher from grade 5, who lost her dad just before Christmas. My grandparents are getting older, and I worry about losing them, as my grandma just came to visit, her hair is now silver/gray. 
          	  Sleepy,
          	  
          	  Get well soon.
          	  -Snow
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LeCaptainPancakes

No words I say will make the pain any less, I know from experience that just saying "I'm sorry for your loss" isn't going to fix anything, although it is nice. I personally have never lost someone that close to me, but if you need someone to talk to I am ok with you venting to me. I'm sure your dad wouldn't want you to be too sad, and while it is ok to feel the feels, especially in this case, I hope you do not dwell on them too much.
          	  
          	  Just know, you are loved by your family and all your friends.
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Kpfan12

@TheSleepyCat13 [THATS HORRIBLE, I HOPE YOU CAN COPE WITH YOUR LOSS, DONT WORRY HES IN A BETTER PLACE NOW]
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TheSleepyCat13

I'm...lost, right now...something...very, very unfortunate happened...yesterday...at 9 in the morning...oh god it was horrible... ...my dad, he... ...he's dead...not with us anymore...I myself am not sure what he had, but all I know is that he was sick for a lot of months...my mom called 911 and she tried to do CPR on him, only receiving dark colored fluid out of his mouth...she continued to do CPR for the next 15 minutes until help arrived...they did everything that they could, but... ...of course, there was nothing they could do...he's...d-dead...me and mom were so...sad, depressed, distraught...right now it's mostly sadness and depression that has us both consumed...my mom doesn't even know what to do- they- they never...discussed this before, her and dad...his only words were that he wanted to be cremated, and...that's all mom got from his dying wish...I have no more tears left to cry anymore at the moment...and...and I know at some times dad wasn't...the best...but deep down I knew he still loved me. He still cared for me. And every time I would always say to him that I loved him before going to school... ...he would say them back... ...but now he will never respond...even with all the bad things he has done to me, I can't help but feel guilt and sadness...wash over me... ...im sorry for ranting in the middle of this comment...I just wanted to let you know how I felt and what happened...sorry...

chibiluna

@TheSleepyCat13 Oh my, I’m so sorry for your loss of your Father, I know people in real life who have lost their loved ones, like my Elementary school teacher from grade 5, who lost her dad just before Christmas. My grandparents are getting older, and I worry about losing them, as my grandma just came to visit, her hair is now silver/gray. 
            Sleepy,
            
            Get well soon.
            -Snow
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LeCaptainPancakes

No words I say will make the pain any less, I know from experience that just saying "I'm sorry for your loss" isn't going to fix anything, although it is nice. I personally have never lost someone that close to me, but if you need someone to talk to I am ok with you venting to me. I'm sure your dad wouldn't want you to be too sad, and while it is ok to feel the feels, especially in this case, I hope you do not dwell on them too much.
            
            Just know, you are loved by your family and all your friends.
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Kpfan12

@TheSleepyCat13 [THATS HORRIBLE, I HOPE YOU CAN COPE WITH YOUR LOSS, DONT WORRY HES IN A BETTER PLACE NOW]
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TheSleepyCat13

Lowkey wanna see somebody make a multi collab The Battle Bricks TF saga ooooooo,, O, ooo,,, ooooooo I love The Battle Bricks so much ooo, O, ooooo,,, ooooooo if only someone made a multi collab TF saga off The Battle Bricks ooooo,, oooooo,, ooooooooo you (yes, YOU) wanna make one soooooo bad oooooo,, ooooooooooo, ooooooo (waving my fingers at you very very hypnotically) you want make a The Battle Bricks multi collab TF saga oooooooo,, oooooooo

Zjackl

@TheSleepyCat13 btw I just posted my OCs go check them out (again only if you have time cuz i dont want to bother you and im sorry if i actually am bothering you)
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TheSleepyCat13

@smidgensilly13 No :(
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smidgensilly13

Are you okay.
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Ac0rnT33th

Hey sleepy! How r u doing?

Ac0rnT33th

@TheSleepyCat13 also Im Aut1smkid, I just changed my username thats all.
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Ac0rnT33th

@TheSleepyCat13 Ive gotta say, you missed a lot while u were gone. Hell, Ive made multiple tf sagas as of now, including my Dave and Bambi tf saga, deleted from existence!
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TheSleepyCat13

@Ac0rnT33th AM doing ok now ty
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