I have no braincells...lend me some

My dog may be showing signs of early stage cancer...
          i dont know what to do.
          we're taking her to the vet now.

Someone tell me why i just randomly have wattpad coins when i didnt buy them 
          
          
          
          (@Nott_merlinn do u have smthg to do with thisss *eyebrowraise emoji*???)
          
          
          also idk why im like this but like i just randomly come on here, say some stupid shit and then never open my account or check the replies for like a WHOLE MONTH. AND THEN ITS SO EMBARRASING WHEN I HAVE THE INSANE URGE TO REPLY TO THEM BUT THEN THE CONVO WAS LIKE OVER LIKE 30 DAYS AGO- 

My mom's birthday is TOMORROW and idk what to get herrrr. HELP-
          
          
          
          
          also, follow me on goodreads. my accounts name is 
          
          Shrek's wife
          
          (dont ask its an inside joke-)
          and if  you get confused on which profile is mine, my pfp is literally aaron warners back
          (what can i say? im obsessed.)

Okay... ik the hiatus was longer than planned but IM BACKKKKK
          How are you guys? I recently moved schools and I'm still getting used to the change but I thought I'd come back to check on you guys
          I'm so sorry for being gone for so long but there was a lot of things to sort through and a lot of therapy sessions going so there wasn't really any time.
          But I'm back
          Feel free to bother the shit out of me if you need anything!

GUESS WHICH BITCH'S BDAY IT IS TODAYYYYYYYYY!
          
          
          
          and on an unhappier note, i am going on hiatus as things r really bad rn and i really dont have the mental capacity to deal with all the hate me and @Nott_merlinn r getting rn for something we have repeatedly said we didnt do yet people blame us for.
          This account may be deleted in a month so Eunji, if I dont respond 2 ur texts...pls understand.

AARON WARNER'S BIRTHDAY WAS ON APRIL 24TH AND MINE IS ON 25TH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH-

Aaron	Warner	Anderson,	chief	commander	and	 regent	of	Sector	 45,	 son	 of
          the	supreme	commander	of	The	Reestablishment.
          He	has	a	soft	spot	for	fashion.

I	don’t	know	what	I’ll	do	if	he	keeps	talking	I	don’t	know	what	I’ll	do	and	I
          don’t	 trust	 myself	 “I	 want	 to	 know	 where	 to	 touch	 you,”	 he	 says.	 “I	 want	 to
          know	how	to	touch	you.	I	want	to	know	how	to	convince	you	to	design	a	smile
          just	for	me.”	I	feel	his	chest	rising,	falling,	up	and	down	and	up	and	down	and
          “Yes,”	he	says.	“I	do	want	to	be	your	 friend.”	He	says	“I	want	to	be	your	best
          friend	in	the	entire	world.”
          I	can’t	think.
          I	can’t	breathe

“I	want	you,”	he	says.	He	says	“I	want	all	of	you.	I	want	you	inside	and	out
          and	catching	your	breath	and	aching	for	me	like	I	ache	for	you.”	He	says	it	like
          it’s	a	lit	cigarette	lodged	in	his	throat,	like	he	wants	to	dip	me	in	warm	honey	and
          he	 says	 “It’s	 never	 been	 a	 secret.	 I’ve	 never	 tried	 to	 hide	 that	 from	 you.	 I’ve
          never	pretended	I	wanted	anything	less.”
          “You—you	said	you	wanted	f-friendship—”
          “Yes,”	he	says,	he	swallows,	“I	did.	 I	do.	 I	do	want	to	be	your	 friend.”	He
          nods	and	I	register	the	slight	movement	in	the	air	between	us.	“I	want	to	be	the
          friend	you	fall	hopelessly	in	love	with.	The	one	you	take	into	your	arms	and	into
          your	bed	and	into	the	private	world	you	keep	trapped	in	your	head.	I	want	to	be
          that	kind	of	friend,”	he	says.	“The	one	who	will	memorize	the	things	you	say	as
          well	as	the	shape	of	your	lips	when	you	say	them.	I	want	to	know	every	curve,
          every	freckle,	every	shiver	of	your	body,	Juliette—”

Im probably gonna delete this acc- i cant take it anymore.