@Deinieru you must not be depressed. Depression is a sign of weakness. I don't like seeing depressed people, the reason deep inside is that I was once depressed. That was when my mother died. People, I won't mention, made me realize that life has a meaning. What makes us realize is that when something walks away from our hearts it makes the hurt come out, but don't think of just yourself. Think about who's around you, who needs your shoulder. After I realized that it hit me so hard that she died leaving me incharge a 3 year old sister. Remain stong for the people who are here. Don't go away with who left. Remain strong. Tears are not a sign of weakness but it shows that we remained strong. With the support of family and friends. Please if you want advice of life message me and I'll try to help. I went through alot. But remember, no one lives forever everyone goes through the pain of losing someone tjey love but don't lose yourself.