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My Name is @#%<">#%">@#%</a> Sorry, I don't like to tell people I don't know my name. It's a habit I don't want to break. I am a teenager. I like to write, and I am always coming up with story ideas. This is my freedom wattpad. My parents monitor my original one, and I can't post the stories I really want to write on there because of that. I won't tell you my other one either. 

My parents tell me I'm weird, and embarrassing. My reply to them is that they made me this way. I got my gene's from them, it makes sense that they made me the weird and embarrassing person I am. I have a friend who tells me I am annoying, yet she still claims to be my best friend 0.0 She tries to ruin me, and I know it. She doesn't know that I know though. I am still nice to her though. I don't tell her anything she could use against me though. Her, another girl, and I are a "BFF Trio". But that trio doesn't exist. I like the other girl, but I can't even tell her who I like because I know she will run off and tell the girl who is trying to ruin my life. 

I like Mister Popular. He is amazing. I hate every bit of my crush on him. I can't even understand my strange attraction to him. I don't view him in a sexual manor, but I find myself gravitating towards him. The sad thing is, he thinks I'm a lesbian. It's a big misunderstanding though. I said really loudly that I like girls better than guys because guys are weird looking. Now, let me put this in context. I was talking about drawing. I am artistically gifted, I have never taken any professional lessons. According to everyone I have met I am amazing at drawing, I don't really think so, but I like to draw. I dislike male proportions, they bug me. Plus, I am a GIRL so it's easier for me to draw GIRLS. He look at me like I had grown another head. I wanted to CRY.

I used to cut myself. I stopped because a relative needed me. I couldn't be there if I was cutting. No one knew about it. I love life I won't end mine. 

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