Tobers

i’ve officially loved to ao3. im working on a new book with a trans reader. its about mystic messenger. my username is TicTacToby

I'm hyperfixated on trying to write books. I already made 3 books ad I don't want to lose motivation again and drop my books again.

guess whos back after being gone for a long time, im posting a story about a video game that im hyperfixated on rn called dream girlfriend, ive had a lot of stuff happen to me recently but im back and i might post it on ao3 but ao3 is hard to figure out tbh

im barely active here on wattpad so ive decided to move on from here. its been a good couple of years, i forgot when i joined but my socials are in my bio if anyone wants me to friend me or follow me there. i might move to ao3 too

https://www.wattpad.com/story/292771262?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=TheTicTacToby&wp_originator=hX0BmsRZrcjoYIFpXXwKp02h7pEOTEoaXjAPCB8O7GbT4ulo8qD%2BPL7DkyR473G5poCkDLQIDqRSR4IlA0XUrAW%2FOsr3SEQFuoBCDjtx%2Bdqyi%2BuNkLTA2%2Fr7L6SZ43T6
          
          this is the book ive been working on with my boyfriend. this is like my pov and the other book is his. we decided to make it on a separate account instead of using mine. we have 3 parts on each book and we tend to upload mostly on saturdays 

i know ive been on and off on wattpad but this time im definitely staying. me and my boyfriend decided to make a book together. we plan to upload the first chapter on saturday. im going to start uploading my art book again and try to update my books once in a while 

im back after dying. so many things has happened but im back to announce something. if you ever feel like giving up, im here to talk. ive had uh several people talk to me about suicide. people say suicide is selfish, its not. coming from a suicidal person, i know that feeling, the feeling that nothing will ever go well, everything wont ever get better. just know if youre ever struggling, talk to someone you trust or even a plushie. it doesnt have to be a person. also if it ever sounds like im emotionless or making you feel bad, im really not. i just havent talked to anyone in like a couple of months, just my boyfriend so im really bad at convos

that moment when you might actually become a therapist. so much stuff happened, a close friend had confessed that he had feelings for me. i had helped him for quite a bit with his ex and his problems. ngl he’s a really nice and funny guy. i’m glad i met him tbh. i’m trying to write a poem for him rn and i have no ideas for it unfortunately ;w;

that moment when last week was so messed up. literally one of my friends wanted to die and had to help him and a lot. uh me and my last bf are no longer in communication. like there’s no word from him at all. i want to text him but hey there’s probably a reason he hasn’t said anything. anyways i met a new guy and hit it off really good and now with him. my friend that wanted to kill himself ghosted me or something. i miss him a lot tbh. i used to have a crush on him and still do but you know, in a relationship rn. geez being a therapist friend is hard

is anyone else scared of guns? i'm honestly terrified of guns. i haven't told my boyfriend about that. i'm scared of people fighting. i'm scared that this is going to cause a huge riot and cause people to shoot others. i'm probably overreacting a lot but it could happen. do people really care about guns more? i want to move to canada or even back to mexico. i can't handle all of this stuff happening here in the us. at least in canada they have gun control and health care but they closed the borders due to covid i think