TheTorturedPoet13

what do you mean ao3 is DOWN DDDD:

what do you mean he’s gone ?!?!!?!?!?!?!! ejeicntjwlskcktnekqozkcntnrwlaixjcnemw

hey everyone, it’s been a rough couple of weeks :) almost went through a breakup but then we talked it out so everything will be fine. 
          
          about two weeks ago i was sleeping over at my boyfriend’s place and he suggested that we watched an episode of jujutsu kaisen while we ate our dinner. now, i have NEVER been into anime and will never be no matter how much my male friends (majority of them love anime) try to convince me to watch some. or so i thought.
          
          we ended up watching the first 11 episodes. i never once admitted that i liked it.
          
          flash forward to this weekend. i had one of my best friends over from friday to saturday. she’s also obsessed with anime. and so we watched more jjk. and i fear that it is taking over my life.
          
          and then my other friend was like “they’re not gay tho” when we texted a bit on instagram. 
          
          so here i am, defending saturo gojo and suguru geto as the gay couple that they were. oh and also itafushi, i love them.
          
          fav character so far is gojo, megumi or yuji :^

“why would somebody do this on purpose, when they could do something else?”

wait not MY ex in 2022, they cheated on me with THEIR ex jeez

guys i have survived another january without going through a breakup!!
          lets recall the last few years shall we?
          
          2026: im with my boyfriend, we are doing okay (not really but thats for another time) :)
          2025: my then girlfriend of 14 months randomly broke up with me for no reason :(
          2024: i was happy with my then girlfriend :)
          2023: i was kind of with a guy? but we werent a couple and he kept saying he didnt like me but there was signs :/
          2022: my ex best friend of 3 years and also partner of maybe a month (my first kiss D: too) broke up with me the day after my birthday after i found out they were cheating on me with my ex (the ex told me in a groupchat with the other person too) :(((((
          2021: had never had a real relationship yet.
          
          so basically, january is a cursed month.

"and i'm finally aware of how shitty and unfair
          It was to stare ahead like everything was fine"
          
          "i hope you settle down 
          i hope you marry rich.
          i hope you're scared of only ordinary shit
          like murderers and ghosts and cancer on your skin
          and not your soul and what he might do with it"
          
          is this stupid play about us

it was our 5 month anniversary yesterday :D
          
          when my dad came home today he asked if i got a cute text or anything from my boyfriend yesterday because of it. 
          
          i didn’t.
          
          but it’s fine :) it’s only the first anniversary we didn’t spend together and we agreed in the beginning of our relationship that anniversaries are not that big of a deal, only the like half year, and year and so on. i don’t know what i expected lol

soooo… turns out we are going to be a whole FIVE people for my party !! yayyyyyyyyyyyy :/ i have the whole time been saying that i would very much like for someone (if even just one person) to stay over and help the next day to like clean up and get the table and chair out. no one is doing that. i have asked everyone who’s going and none of them is able to stay the night and then i asked my boyfriend (because my parents kind of expect him to stay over when we are drinking) and he said no… and he’s not even drinking D: so what the f

guys i’m hosting a birthday party because i turned 17 last weekend and i invited 11 people, one of which has been uninvited because she was mean, and like 4 other people said they can’t be there. it’s kind of sad :((
          
          also, i haven’t seen my best friend since we had our graduation of the last school year because she went away to a different school than me and i specifically planned the party for this saturday so she could originally make it but she just texted me that something came up :(((( i asked whether she could make it if i moved it to the weekend after but that’s when she’s going on vacation and if i moved it even further i feel like it’ll be too much time between it and my birthday :(
          
          im sure it’ll still be fun, it  just kind of sucks a bit that literally half the people i wanted to come can’t be there