TheUnfamousMisfit

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fuck off this is for olivia only https://www.wattpad.com/story/26157449

TheUnfamousMisfit

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I know your not reading this, but I have to get it out. 
          I don't miss you
          My heart doesn't ache to be near you
          Actually 
          It's quite the opposite 
          See 
          I have a problem with people leaving
          Or me leaving them
          My heart is black
          Cold 
          Guarded up
          Sharp enough to kill
          However
          When people are out of my life
          I cant help but think
          Am I better off
          I shouldn't question this
          When it comes to you
          But yet
          I do
          I see a picture of you 
          Smiling and happy
          At a party
          And I feel 
          Empty
          Slightly at rage
          Because I don't know
          How to handle being gone
          For some reason
          My mind 
          Learns to hate you
          And I don't hate anyone
          But God
          It hurts
          Really fucking bad
          When I see your face
          Because I don't want you to be happy
          Even though
          I am
          I cant stand to see you happier
          without me