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Hi
Yep it’s me, still here
I literally have no words, but these past few months for me have been rough to say the least. When I mean rough I mean really rough and I won’t go into details because I could be here all day. But it’s been awful and before that I had a major writers block and since I’ve been completely exhausted. I really don’t know what to say. It’s been tough but I’m still here, fighting, figuring things out
One thing that gave me anxiety was the more I didn’t log into wattpad, the more I couldn’t check because I knew my notifications would blow up and it’ll be overwhelming and I didn’t have the words but today I decided to check. I saw all the notifications (all 23k of them) but I couldn’t reply. That’s a lot. I’m forever grateful for my wattpad family. I’m basically completely empty. There’s nothing going on in my writing life. I haven’t eke anything. Am I upset about that? Nope. Writing isn’t my job but it does upset me that I can’t do more that I can’t give more of myself before I wither away one day haha
I’m going to reply to all messages on my board and try my very very best to be active again even though I’m doing shit all :)
Yours truly, walnut