TheXenoGuy

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I'll just be straightforward with you all. I blew it. I done goofed. I promised something I didn't deliver. To put it bluntly, I fucked it up. I said I'd get some stuff out for you guys, girls, and others, and I'm not sure I even got a single thing out. It's felt more like a chore than a hobby to write, but that is no excuse for my inactivity. I can't promise anything, but I hope I'm able to be less terrible in the future.
          	-Xeno

Symphony_rose

@TheXenoGuy your account is dead
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WDZomni66

Your alright bud.
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RIP_Cayde-6

@TheXenoGuy  hey man don’t stress yourself out that’s what makes most great writers, like yourself stop doing what they love so if you need to just take a brake that’s fine
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WDZomni66

I know this is probably falling on deaf ears . But Please bring back your stories. I know they 
          Weren’t the best written, but it helped me through some tough times and I’d like to read them again, so please bring them back.

Deergutter824

@WDZomni66 I second this, really enjoyed the pet project one was a very enjoyable read.
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TheXenoGuy

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I'll just be straightforward with you all. I blew it. I done goofed. I promised something I didn't deliver. To put it bluntly, I fucked it up. I said I'd get some stuff out for you guys, girls, and others, and I'm not sure I even got a single thing out. It's felt more like a chore than a hobby to write, but that is no excuse for my inactivity. I can't promise anything, but I hope I'm able to be less terrible in the future.
          -Xeno

Symphony_rose

@TheXenoGuy your account is dead
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WDZomni66

Your alright bud.
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RIP_Cayde-6

@TheXenoGuy  hey man don’t stress yourself out that’s what makes most great writers, like yourself stop doing what they love so if you need to just take a brake that’s fine
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TheXenoGuy

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I'm...terribly sorry to have to say this, but I'm not sure if I can work on only Pet Project as much anymore. My brain has too many ideas. And on top of that....my mind isn't in the best place right now.. Sometimes, I feel as if I, myself, am just...not worth it. 
          
          Like I am somehow destroying all of my friendships without realizing. I find my mind burning the feeling of complete and utter uselessness into itself. I find my own voice mentally telling me that I can't help my friends. That I can't help anyone. Not even myself. What hurts is the logical side of my brain, despite telling me that I actually do have a good life with good family and friends and home and everything, it also provides all of the evidence that I cannot help my friends or family emotionally, like they help me. 
          
          I...I could rant more, but then it would just be writing down what I hear from my own fucked up thoughts. I'm sorry...
          
          but uhm, well...I'm making another new story...its alright so far. I've implemented a limit to chapter length for consistency, and hopefully it'll help vent some of these feelings. 
          
          To whoever stuck around to read all this, I deeply, deeply apologize for the fact you just had to read a wall of my shitty problems. But...Thank you for being with me this long. No matter how far you got in this post, thank you. I'll do my best to keep myself together. Not just for me, not just for my family and friends, but for all of you out there who read my stuff. You all help me much more than you realize.
          
          Sincerely, Xeno.
          

Traviler1969

@TheXenoGuy i am sorry you feel this way and i wish i knew you irl to actualy help but i would provably just add to them.  Just so you know if you ever need to rant i have an ear to spare if you need it and to me it dosent matter when it is i will try to help but its okay if you dont but the offer is there if you need it
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