TheXylia

1 year later
          	
          	lets see how it goes folks!
          	
          	if you remember me that is!!!!!
          	
          	:) 

Jasreon

@AquaticMcFan im ok i guess, wbu? 
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AquaticMcFan

@Jasreon How have you been? 
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TheXylia

1 year later
          
          lets see how it goes folks!
          
          if you remember me that is!!!!!
          
          :) 

Jasreon

@AquaticMcFan im ok i guess, wbu? 
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AquaticMcFan

@Jasreon How have you been? 
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TheXylia

maybe next time which should hopefully be pretty soon

Google_Foogle

@TheXylia and no, hopefully not soon
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Google_Foogle

@TheXylia or atleast i hope so
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TheXylia

7-15-15-4-2-25-5 25-15-21 3-1-14-20 19-20-15-16 13-5 14-15-23

AzariahInMellyMist

@TheXylia please don't Xyl, I love you so much we all care for you suicide isn't worth it please 
            
            Please hold on a bit longer, I know I'm not in the same place as you and will never be but please don't go we all care for you. Things will get better eventually please hold on 
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1TheShadow1

@TheXylia Xylia, we might not be able to stop you, but believe me, we will certainly try. You have so many people that care about you, and who love you as a person. It may seem hopeless, and like nothing will ever get better, but trust me, it will eventually.
            
            Please, I'm begging you, hold on for a little longer. It isn't worth it, no matter how bad it seems right now.
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ARandomm8

@TheXylia Hey, I’m new around here and I know for a fact that we don't know each other haha.
            
            I don’t understand what the message decodes to, and I don’t know your internal and external struggles at life. It’s not my place to judge or ask. 
            
            Please don’t do it. It may seem bad or harsh as of right now and you’d be right that that. But ending it all won't make it better. It would end your pain, sure, but even as selfish as it sounds, and admittedly it is really, think about everyone that truly loves you as ask yourself, “Do I want to really?” If the answer is still a yes, please don’t. Stick around, not here if it causes you a ton of pain, and things may get better. 
            
            Please don’t do it. Everything would get better sooner or later. Stick around, it’s not a good idea to throw it all away with so.much potential from you...As they say in some telling of a Pheonix, it will always rise from the ashes, reborn again. <3 
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TheXylia

-logged out for foreseeable future-

OliTheGeek

@TheXylia see you whenever you come back. Good luck on your future adventures :)
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TheXylia

@TheXylia i may visit once in a while
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TheXylia

hi so i abandoned this account due to it being too painful to come on this account after being practically abandoned
          
           if you're new to hermittpad and wanna know more about me ask people whp xylia was or if they know anyone who knew who she was

TheXylia

moving accounts 
          
          I've decided to abandon this account and move on from hermittpad. Thinking about hermittpad and going on this account kinda hurts. 

Google_Foogle

@TheXylia *hug*
            Do whatever makes you happiest, and if you want to you are always allowed to come back. I’m sorry that it hurts, and i’m sorry that all the bad stuff happened to you. But you’re starting again and hopefully it’ll be better!! And remember that we are still here for you, this account or a different one. And if nobody else is, Xye and I are here.
            Gl on the new account (if you make one) and moving away! And also jist because you are moving on doesnt mean you have to cut contact with people, if you want to then go for it but think about it first and make sure it wont make you feel worse alrighty?
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TheXylia

why did you all leave me stop talking to me only to care when i tried to off myself to leave when i seemed okay again

LeGaspLame

@TheXylia hey I'm really sorry for not reaching out to you, I didn't want to be a burden and I do care about you 
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TheXylia

@Google_Foogle why though what did i do
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Google_Foogle

this message may be offensive
@TheXylia people do that and it fucking hurts, im sorry you have to deal with asshats
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