Today I'm in my feels and also kinda spacey. I didn't make it onto the volleyball team that I put 5 whole weeks of waking up early, putting in 200% effort, and pushing through sickness to try to join, and I'm upset but not surprised. And @--klee can confirm that I cope with escapism (because almost any other reality is better than this one tbh) so I've been immersing myself in MHA and Marvel.
TL;DR I'm sad bc I didn't make it onto the volleyball team, and I use escapism to cope so I've been kinda spacey/dissociated with life today.