The_Bunny_Squad

Hey everyone,
          I know I seem dead and all but it's bc I'm currently dealing with alot of stuff. I found out I have autism after 17 years of my life. I am also just mentally dealing with stuff, my motivation is very low, I'm tired easily and I'm doing bad in classes. My mental health and academics go first for me so thats why I have been in active. I've had so many ideas for the book but when I try to write I just can't. Also all the drama of dsmp vs qsmp and then the grooming stuff was fucking with my brain aswell. Techno's death is heavy on me rn for some reason and I just feel weak bc of all the stuff going on. I'll pick up the book when I get my life back on track or when I get the mentality to write a chapter.
          
          Till then I'm sorry

i'm back, yes i might have taken longer than needed, bc i just don't know how to continue writing also mental health is being shit. i am trying to finish writing my chapter on green means go but idk how to continue and trying to write the next chapter of forgotten blood but don't know how to start the chapter. so yhea.

Thanks, for following me, dear 
          Have some Ramen ʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠•̥⁠`⁠ʔ

So i wanted to tell you all that i won't be active for a while. And No, I'm not taking a break bc i am not feeling well. So don't let worry about me not finishing my books, i won't be gone forever. There is a different reason I'm taking a break, let me explain:
          
          
          School is making me read a book of 227 pages. To then make either a presentation, a poster, a diary or a essay about it.
          
          
          In theory, it wouldn't be a problem for me to finish that within a week, since i love reading books. I'm used to reading books that are about 300–600 pages and have read most of them within 2-3 days (during vacations, when i can read it non-stop. Not during normal days ofc that will take me a week)
          
          But the reason I can't is bc i am forced to read the book, making me less motivated to read it. I will not read the book unless I'm bored. And i know myself, i won't read it if I can read other books want to read on Wattpad.
          
          I decided to not go on Wattpad for a while. (nor think about writing on my drafts in word or anywhere) But even if i say that i won't open the website or app, the app will still give me notifications, making me come back anyways to check them out and get distracted. So i decide to temporarily deleting Wattpad from my phone. 
          
          
          So I will still continue writing my books after i read this book, i won't be gone forever. (I could never do that to myself either. There are way to many book I want to finish reading that are ongoing, I'd die not knowing how they end.)
          
          
          
          I might go on the  website during lessons bc i cant pull up a book in class and start reading if my teacher is boring yk. So if you do see me comment in a book, it's that. But other then that i won't be on till i finished reading that book.
          
          
          
          I'll update y'all when I finished reading the book.

Imagine being sane

Hey thank you for following me!!