jesie leah

OH
          MY
          GOD! 
          
          YOU'RE ON WATTPAD SINCE 9 YEARS!? 
          OH MY PRIMUS! SEMPAI! *bows*

wow. words cannot describe how awful I feel about my absence. you guy deserve explanations (sort of excuses tbh), but here it goes: 
          
          I've really been dealing with a lot lately. old, toxic feelings that are coming back to haunt me. feelings that can be pretty limiting, and paralyzing in a sense. and I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety, and so I had to let go of some things to remove some of the responsible stimulants from my life. not that I don't love writing- it is part of me. but updating at regular intervals and having that sort of deadline on top of my unrealistically busy life wasn't healthy. I'm nearly finished high school, and the severity and importance of my choices and investments are intensifying. 
          
          i am, however, hoping to update here and there sometime next week. we have a complete week off from everything, and so with nothing else on my plate, I should be able to begin to catch up with this aspect of my life I have been so inexcusably neglecting. 
          
          love you all loads and loads, I hope to be back soon! take care of yourselves!! 

I see that your Sherlock Fanfic is entitled "Whispers in The Dark" is that meant to have any relation to the song by Skillet? That is my favorite song so I couldn't help but ask (:

Have you listened to Mallory Knox and Flyleaf?

these poem's are so good 

i love the merely a whisper 

i really like the merely a whisper story awesome 

First day of a new school- wish me luck. Going from being in the oldest grade to the youngest yet again. 

"My cold personality keeps me cool in the summer." 
          -yours truly

I updated MAW again because there's so much to get done.