The_HolySpirit

Little update on life bc I haven't been on here for a while. I climbed 5000ft of elevation on Mt. Rainier in Washinton. It's how I imagined hell on Earth, but I did read fanfics when I reached the halfway point from the summit and the valley. I cross countried with my brother. I started running again. I graduated highschool and now studying nursing at an university. My Twink and I broke up. I went to the world competition for FTC robotics. Lost my v-card to some dude bc I was sad and ghosted bro afterwards (it wasn't good anyways). Finally, my cat had her second litter of kittens. Life's good but I still mourn my twink. :)

The newest episode of jjk animated true form Sukuna for like a single frame, and I only have one thing to say. I felt like a Victorian man seeing a woman's ankles for the first time.

Chat, I am so tired of actually living life. Like as a high school senior, I take dual credit classes with an university, and I have to write not a 4 page, not a 5 page, not a 6 page, BUT AN 8 PAGE RESEARCH ESSAY!! This is also due in a week, but it lowkey kind of is my fault. I procrastinated (kinda, I wrote 2 pages during an entire week of school) and now I have one week to finish it. HOWEVER, I have two state robotics competitions for three days that I absolutely have to go to during the same week, gang. I also have statistics and economics I need to do. I am so tired of school. Also, I have not spring break so I am raw dawging it rn. Just let me go back to wattpad. I have not been on here for a choonky minute. On the bright side, I have a tall, nerdy loser twink now (mhmmhm. My type. Losers). Another downside, my MALE classmates saw the twink and I walking out of Spencers together. One classmate literally said, "What are you doing here?" I pretended that I did not hear him and kept walking. Bright side, the twink and I didn't get anything or go to the back of the store, so we cannot be accused for being that freaky.

I just had a thought that was so diabolical that it had to be shared. Someone in the world has probably gooned to you.

It's currently 1 am. I'm almost done with homework. I have 5 7minute videos to watch about econ and homework. I'm barely surviving. #pleasesendmorecoffee

One for cup of coffee at 12 am doesn't hurt anyone. That makes 3 cups in the last 4 hours! I have so much homework. :`) I'm crine.

Pack, I need help being addicted to wattpad again. I need story recommendations.

Bruh, the most unfortunate thing happened to me. So this guy and I were talking. I'm going to call him Caleb. Well, he asked me out to the fair that was in town yesterday. Obviously, I like Caleb because he's nice, we are friends, and we went to prom together. As I'm getting in the car to drive to his house so we can leave for the fair, he texts me saying "Hey I don't know if you want to come anymore." I'm confused so I just send "??" The he texted me "I'm not looking for a relationship or anything". Bruh HE invited ME to go to the fair. HE made the plans. Then HE canceled on ME!! Bruh. What are we doing? My friend was so mad at him because we were going to go on a double date. Plus I had already paid for my $10 dollar ticket that I didn't even use. Like I could have still gone with Caleb and did my own thing at the fair with my friends and leave him. Like at this point, I'm not even sad, just disappointed. But now I'm free and can start looking for a 6 foot, brown hair, green eyes, German guy named Eren Yeager now.

Wattpad has given me the best smut because I was reading an actual like PAPER book and the smut was smut but it was not smutting like wattpad.com smut. Like bro entered and finished in like 8 sentences. Like where's the freaky position changes? Where's the dialog? WHERE IS THE REALIZATION THAT THE SMUT IS MORE THAN SMUT AND ACTUAL LOVE BETWEEN THE CHARACTERS?? @butterflytint you ruined all other smut for me. Thank you.

Chat, it's my birthday. I don't know how to feel about it. My age is getting serious, and I'm starting to realize I can't be the 13 year old girl I used to be reading wattpad at 2am on a school night like my life depended on it. I'm getting older, and it scares me. I guess I'll just have to be like Courage the Cowardly Dog.