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Damn jace... i miss you so damn much... i lost you and its all my fault.... im so sorry... not a day goes by without me thinking about you... i love you. Always will. I am so sorry i wasnt there for you. I am so so sorry.... god.... i miss you so damn much... so fucking much .... it hurts so bad... i hate myself every day. Every night i cry. Your always in my head. God i never realized how lucky i was to have you, and im such an idiot for not seeing. Im sorry for trying to die..... im so sorry... i really hope your not gone..... please ... p-please come back