Golden Painting

Can Anyone believe it's only two days left until we've reached 2023? I can barely fathom how fast time flies. Some have had a good year, some had a bad year this year, but just know that things will never be any easier, it just depends on how you see it. 
          
          This year was average for my opinion but I hope things will be better in the new years. I'm coping as best I can but sometimes the longing brings me down. 
          
          We're just gonna have to stay strong. 
          
          I do wish you all a happy and blessed new years.

Things have happened. Not necessarily right away, I feel I wanna vent but don't know how. 
          
          The only way I feel is in a storybook and some might not grasp the situation but some might understand once in my shoes and I'll be using Furries for it. Nobody understands how it feels but if you're in a long term relationship, it's understandable.
          
          Who of you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/fiance/spouse that only 1 person absolutely dislikes for various reasons but can only think it's about who their family is?
          
          I do.
          
          Honestly it's not just the first time I've known about the situation. I've known it for five years and on my birthday I have been told I can do better than HIM but I don't wanna leave him hence we've been through so much together. Good days, dark times, even seperated during quarantine. I've known him since I was 16 and they just don't wanna understand. I am old enough to make my own decisions and they are not in charge who I choose to be with fir the rest of my life. 
          
          So do you think it's a good idea to write a book about this, but from the beginning?
          
          I would talk to someone in my family if I could, but I can't...

Welp, today's mAh birthday. My 21st. The independent number. First thing I'll do is think what my grandfather and dad would've said if they were still here and then I'd get ready or not. Today I'll be a little offline today but I'll check in whenever I can get the chance. 

It's almost my birthday.
          
          This year I'm spending it with my mother, stepfather, life long friend, hubby and my little brother. Not sure if my older sister might come with her boyfriend and the two boys, but I'll be spends the day with family and loved ones.
          
          How do you celebrate your birthday? 

@CcinoSansCafe surprised at the gesture but happily drinks and savours the smooth coffee since I didn't have my morning coffee yet.
          
          Thank you!

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I relate! Thanks for the follow. I'm thinking of writing some fanfictions any day soon. Wanna become writing buddies? Pardon if it's bold of me but I hadn't had someone to be a writing or drawing buddy for a while now.