Hey love how are u? Ofcourse u are not fine sorry but I know u can go through it u r a strong spirit and always been and part of being a strong spirit is sharing ur problem. I know you are the brave girl I know. You can do it !! It's ok it's completely fine to broke down and cry your heart out it will feel better, scream and take it all out, now breath long breaths and wipe your tears breath make eye contact with yourself in the mirror and smile no don't fake it smile a real one be proud of urself i know life is hell right now I know you are feeling lonely but I am here we are all here for you keep texting someone will surely reply maybe not at the exact time but will definitely reply. You will heal you will be happy you will but it needs time I know you just want to disappear but it will not reduce the stress there are chances that it will lead to deepression and ofcourse I don't want that u don't want that u have to face it cause darling if u don't face the shits going around you can't see the rainbow forming out. And my love going through it is the best way to end it.
I Hope it helped u.. get well soon^_^