Hey guys! I don't know if you will see this, since I can't access this account anymore, but I'm the user of this account @The_Lovely_Melody.
It has been 3 years since I was last active. I had come to this place in hopes that I could feel less alone than I was feeling during covid era. I was in 8th grade when I joined the community. I was so glad I came to meet so many of you, this is such a wonderful community and found my place here and my motivation to write.
I would mostly access wattpad through my school computer after working on my homework since I didn't have a home computer to use because I'm broke lmao. I was able to access it from at least 2020-2021 before my district blocked it, and since my parents were more strict on how much time I could spend on my phone, downloading it was not much of an option. I knew updates on my books would also take longer, so then I just decided to take a break from writing on this site. This was just at the end of 8th grade for me.
Then a few months later I spawned and left a message on me coming back but not spending so much time here, but would be updating my old works. I left the message as a freshman in high school. I should have known that high school work would pull me away from here once again, I felt so horrible that I had promised to update and never did. That guilt carried on ever since I had left.
2 years later, I was reading some books and then my mind went suddenly to wattpad. I was crying that I was starting to forget about wattpad, so then I came back but was struggling to get in this account. So I created a new one, @-SEONGMIN , in hopes that I could come back, but as a new start. School work came at its worst, and I had no choice but to let go again. What I wanted more was to update and see you guys, but my parents wanted me to focus on my grades, so then I dissapeared again for another year. (continued in next post bc I have a limit on chacters)