aBeneficialCucumber

:) <3

I fxcking your pfp

Bruh, this account is dying. I haven't been on here for more than checking notifications and reading new parts to one story. T^T 

Mi-no-hoe
          
          
          
          
          
          
          if any of you get this
          
          I will give you a bear hug.

Me: *spends 40 minutes contorting on my bed*
          
          Me, randomly moments after I stop:
          You know what.
          This probably isn't normal 

Me: *reads story where Mc has nightmares where their mouth is seen shut and told to shut up*
          
          Me: *wishes my dreams were that tame*

Relapse?

Me: *starts crying because of my sister, who told me to fuck off, even though I look up to her and just want her to love me for me*

Any stories you would recommend me to read? 

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          And then I start crying more, because I start getting frustrated with myself for not being able to focus, and I start to feel like a disappointment