@The_Official_Bi_Duck
Im this close to auctioning of my fanfic drafts to the highest bidder bacause i have so many good ideas for fanfics that are just sitting my drafts because i have bad writers block and im also way to busy to write but like i want someone to write these out
I swear to god ever since they took away the filter on character ai all of the characters ive talked to have not been able to keep it in their pants
So I’ve kinda been dead for a while on hear but I’m back and I’m currently writing a bit of an angstyOne-shot in my one-shots/imagines book so look out there for that in the next few days. also it kinda pisses me off that they removed direct messages, like I mean I like never used them but they were still nice to have so like wtf wattpad. also I’ve been thinking of starting writing on tumblr so if that happens I’ll let y’all know. Oh also that girlfriend that I mentioned a few posts ago, ya me and her broke up about 2 or 3 months ago but we’re still friends so that’s cool, and New York was absolutely amazing and I can’t wait to go back. And I’m also helping out with directing the middle school musical next year, they’re doing elf Jr. which is really cool and will be really fun. Oh and I’m also a senior now so that’s cool I guess. So ya that’s a little life update from me.
Oh also I forgot two things:
1- im going to a Justin Timberlake concert this weekend
2- one of my friends admitted to liking me and I don’t feel the same way and it’s really awkward because we were supposed to have a sleepover this week but we haven’t talked since she told me
Bro making TikTok edits is so much harder than i expected
@The_Official_Bi_Duck doesn't help that my capcut is literally against me and starts glitching for no reason
If I ever tell you I want to read some angst or you should write angst, what I mean by angst is gut wrenching crying my eyes out hyperventilating my self into a panic attack kinda angst, I want no happy endings
Fr that’s legit what I just wrote, and I’m boutta start writing more of it cause GODDAMN I love it
So I haven’t been on here in a lil while so here’s a lil life update:
So I’ve been doing really good lately.
I haven’t been really depressed, and I haven’t cried to much other then being overwhelmed and tired.
I got girlfriend and she is literally amazing and she has been the best thing to happen to me and like also I feel weird reading /writing fanfics while in a relationship, so that’s why I haven’t really been on here.
I’m on my schools dance team and I love it even though it’s kinda stressful.
And I also took pre-acts today and that was stressful but I know that the actual acts which I have later this year will be even more stressful.
I’m excited I get tot go see Beetlejuice the musical, which is my absolute favorite musical, in December and it’s literally gonna be amazing.
And during spring break for choir I get to go to New York and do a bunch of cool things like Seeing hadestown and Hamilton and we get to do a workshop with the cast of Hamilton and lead choreo and stuff and it’s gonna be amazing.
Also I’m trying to look at colleges and figure out what I’m gonna do about that.
And last but not least I just had the most ridiculous manic breakdown ever and I started crying about how stupid and broke my school is compared to other ones in the area.
Cause like so like my schools rival school did Mary poppins as there play this year and I went and saw it tonight and like they have such a good stage and an amazing theater department like they had a flying machine and multiple fog machines and it just made me sad and I started crying and then I also started think about it my choir teacher at my school leaves next year I might transfer cause that other school is so much better and I was just really sad about it and then my dad ate my pizza and I just went manic.
So yeah that’s basically been what’s happened recently, sorry that was so much.
i also love my choir teacher, like i love how i can just talk to her about life and crushes and stuff
@The_grim_bleeper shes literally so amazing, its also nice cause her and i are very similar and have very similar parental trauma so we can relate on that, and also its fun like i can just come into her room after school and just hang out there until she has to leaves
i literally love hoco week
tping is so fun
i have a genuine problem.
like ok so im allergic to cats right. like when im around them or touch them i get a stuffy nose, i sneeze, my eyes water, i get hives, and so on and so forth.
but so i was just reading a bucky barnes ff about him being alpines cat dad and apparently im so allergic to cats that even reading about them has my eyes watering and my throat closing up and has me sneezing
i got stung by a bee today for the first time since i was 2 and my thumb is in so much friking pain like gosh dang