The_One_Stone

I'll try again tomorrow. Maybe I just have to accept it.

The_One_Stone

Hello, Wattpad! 
          
          I think I'm back. Hopefully. A lot of you are great. 
          
          So, stuff has changed. I should probably write a better explanation when I am in a better time. 
          
          I feel like a total failure. I'm renting a great place with great people which I have to leave eventually, my mental state is all bad, people think of me as awful, and I have lost my creativity and intellectualism. That's barely the tip of the iceberg. 
          
          Real life isn't making me happy. Fantasy life isn't making me healthy. I want to get better. I want to do something. I want to NOT be a failure. 
          
          I don't know if I can. Time has proven that might not be possible.

ArticaM

@The_One_Stone 
            Your fate is for you to choose and for you to change.
             Like one YouTuber said: "Never stop trying, because the minute you stop trying you have lost your chance to win."
            What you said about leaving great people then I'll say that you could still stay in contact with them through texting or social media. 
            
            You shouldn't listen to those who try to bring you down and you should try to focus on making friends with people that really care about you. 
            
            Creativity and intellectualism aren't something that stay the same. They change over time and we all have times when they are running low but usually it gets better.
            
            Real life is difficult and I can relate to trying to replace it with fantasy but there must be balance between the two. You need to find something in real life that makes you happy (a hobby or exercise). Fantasy is a great part of life and it helps to get through hard times but you shouldn't stop living the real life because of it.
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