I'm kinda crying right now,this black cat walked up to me when I was walking into my house and I had to stay outside for a few minutes to play with it.I couldn't let him come inside but I'm here crying because he me so much of you and the fact that my mother didn't let me bring it inside just made me feel like I was leaving it,sorta like how I've left you for awhile.But honestly I just miss you so much.And Now I'm just hoping to see that cat again so I can think of you.IF THIS IS SOME WEIRD MAGIC AND YOU SENT THIS CAT IM GONNA FREAK OUT.but still,I miss you!