dumb dumb alex

i hate being sick

i am having a mh brainrot
          
          i want to talk aby my lil headcanons for some of the characters and share my designs for them :') 

damn my body dysmorphia has me in its grip.
          
          i want to be comfortable with myself but the things make me uncomfortable are forever stuck to me until i do something but i am afraid to do it bc of people judging me every day. 

people don't care about me
          
          that's what i think. they don't care if i die or not
          
          

lemon
          
          munch munch munch crunch
          
          aaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

edited bc i am a dumbass
          
          people actually read my stories??? 

it hurts so much
          
          
          why did i do it again? 

i'm sorry 

AAAAAAA

i am tired and my left eye is so fucking sore rn (both of my eyes are shit)
          
          AND I AM NOT FIXING THE DAMN PROBLEM BC I HAVE IPAD IN FRONT OF MY FACE :'(