Sinister thoughts follow me,
when I go to sleep
they crawl into my dreams
and I'm trapped in a nightmare.
Unable to scream,
And tormented by evil thoughts.

But i don't want to die.
I just simply don't want to exist.
though sometimes, I think that's worse.

Because I'm stuck here,
Being miserable,
But I'm too much of a coward
To do anything about it.

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I deal with daily depression and anger, so please don't try to cheer me up... It doesn't work anymore.