Hey, guys. It's been a long while since I published a chapter; it's been a year now. Christ. (。_。)
I'll admit I wasn't having a great time in my life for three years. I had issues to resolve in real life. From my depression, isolation, self-neglect, and unhealthy coping mechanisms. I won't say I'm healed, but I'm able to breathe again instead of holding it to let a storm be contained.
And through the journey I had, with a mild existential crisis and therapy, it really helped me understand better about myself and how I can use these experiences in my book (The Gift of Immortality).
Additionally, it helped with what I was aiming for: the main character's growth, fall, and the path they chose to take, and later on, how characters can influence each other in many ways that either destroy a bond or refine it. Better yet, what this book is a message for anyone who likes depth: What it's like to be human.
While the idea was there, it was during the time I was struggling with how to convey feelings into words and concepts. This time, now choosing to return, certain what I want this to be. I'm rebooting the story; the concept is the same, but the way it will be expressed will alter.
And I hope you might all enjoy it for what I want to change.
I won't promise consistency. I'm still trying to get back my motivation in a general aspect behind this screen.
But what I will make certain is, I'll be there, still trying to upload.
I'm not giving up, I'm taking space and the speed I can do until I fully recover what was left in me.
Thank you for reading this and still waiting.
:D